joined 18-June 18.
last seen Jul 13 2018, 04:01 PM.
. group bystander.
occupation brothel worker.
hometown Daegu, SK.
face claim choi min ki (ren).
His little whispers
Love me love me
That's all I ask for
Love me love me
Your home is poor, simple. Parents work hard 12 hours a day working low-pay jobs, one sibling went off to join a gang. There is no future for you, no money to pay for school, no brains for scholarships, to parents to support you. Already in middle school you steal food to fill your hungry stomach, and you spend hours in places where you hardly have to buy anything to stay, Like a convenience store, or the mall, just to listen to the music playing on the speakers. You hear dreams in those songs, and on passing screens you see a sparkling world that doesn't need money or brains to get you far. Looks alone seems able to get you places, and when you look at your pale face in the bathroom mirror, the pale, defined features of your face seems pretty enough. Maybe not of the handsome, manly kind, but sweet, pretty in an almost feminine way.
He battered his tiny fists to feel something
Wondered what it's like to touch and feel something
An idol. That's what you have decided to become. Someone famous that people adore, that give whatever you want. No more being hungry, no more patching up holes in worn clothes or being teased for not affording the newest toys or gadgets. People would respect you, look up to you and love you. That's what he desired to be, what the stranger promised to give him. A wonderful promise full of hope and a bright future. You were told you could make it big with such a face. How nice. The stranger even offered to take your profile pictures, got a private room for it in a rather decent hotel downtown. And then he told you to get off your clothes and get on the bed.
How should I feel?
Refusing resulted in force. Resulted in a video uploaded, shared without your face exposed. Who would admit to have seen you? No one. Instead there would be looks as you passed them by on the street, sudden approaches by people you didn't know at all. Just at this time, an idol is practically torn from fame as a sex tape rises to the surface, and you know - it is all over. How can they love you in the spotlight when all they want to see is you in the dark?
But isn't love in the darkness a kind of love too? It might just even pay better, so you search out a place where maybe you can save some of your broken pride and broken life: Ambrosia.
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